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12/30/2014

                                                                   ALONE

In desperation for a little security…..For years, I’ve used a thick skin to cover me!

“Strong”, “Superwoman”, “Nice”, “Kind”, and “Independent” they all say.

Do you all even know the price I’ve had to pay?! 29 years young…triple that…that’s what my very being feels like.

I’m not Jesus, but some people expect me to crucify myself to save them from themselves. My patience is drowning under sea level. Please don’t let my soul side with the devil!

I need that last bit of sanity I have left. For Janelle and Jacob…those two… I MUST PROTECT.

            Lately I’ve been asking myself:

Brown eyes of mine~

            Where’s your potential to sparkle when facing the sun?

            Where’s your reflection of the soul that is not even done?

**Nothing is worse than being misused and taken advantage of by human beings!

Making a conscious decision:

I will continue to spread love. I will give a hand out when needed, but I will not allow myself to be overwhelmed nor forced by anyone.

Effort should be made by both parties to have a successful and lasting relationship (any type of relationship).

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The Title I proudly Own

12/28/2014

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I do not fear the unknown anymore. I am focused on my blessings in the present moment.
If it isn't meant for me to rise in the morning:
What will I take to my grave?!
I will take the title of being Janelle and Jacob's mother :'). I will take the title of being a Luvaholic.
People can tell my JJs that mommy loved them with every breath she has taken.
People can tell my JJs that mommy wasn't perfect, but her love for the world was.

These are the things that go through my head before every decision I make.

Goodnight my beautiful people! May love shower your homes and light guide your path.
I love you all!

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Good Morning Ladies and Gentlemen

12/27/2014

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Good Afternoon My Luvaholics

12/25/2014

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Good Morning Beautiful

12/24/2014

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Cold Heart

12/23/2014

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Cold Heart

Cold heart, how did you get here? What is your motive? When will you leave?

Seems like yesterday, this heart only had room for love! Just like a thief in the night…..the innocence, emotions, joy were swiped away and traded in for a cheap, sleazy, and empty space. Given the knowledge that the heart has to beat in order to be considered “alive”, the numbness of a heavily sedated patient has managed to take over!

Zoned out into deep thought, the mind pumps adrenaline off of unanswered questions. It’s unbelievable how the five senses function well physically, but are dysfunctional mentally, emotionally, and even spiritually!

These robotic-like symptoms categorizes you “cold heart” as second nature to most humans.

Dear Lord,

Please resuscitate what is rightfully yours……this COLD HEART! I plead that you take it back to your kingdom. Fix the distorted pieces with your gentle and perfect touch; then place it back to operate accordingly to do your will and your will only!

AMEN

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Good Morning to You All

12/23/2014

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Good Morning Ladies and Gentlemen

12/22/2014

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Vision Of Self

12/19/2014

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Vision of Self

Let me hold that frame up for you.

Instead of painting the picture, this is what I will do:

I will allow your story to come alive, without the help of photo shop or dashes of lies!

There’s no need to brainstorm the colors, because the concoction of your testimony will speak thoroughly through others.

Pretend the frame isn’t there for a minute; the square isn’t meant for you to be trapped within it.

Its very existence is to capture your moments. Let it linger long enough to open someone’s eyes to your truth. The same truth that you may need to look back at from time to time!

Now that you comprehend where this is going, take the good with the bad…. Your inner box is slowly unfolding.

One thing I ask of you, please keep in mind…. This photo of YOU is in remembrance of what you will leave behind!

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Good Morning To You All

12/19/2014

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A new Blessing in my life has been revealed to me. This blessing is called wordsbyladyg.com. My very own blog site! I get ecstatic just thinking about it and where it can lead to. Unlike other blog sites, mine will give us all the opportunity to grow together in wisdom. Life teaches us a lot if we are willing to learn. The main objective is to spread as much love as I possibly can and to express my thoughts through my writings and pictures. My vision for my site is to eventually turn it into a movement that may change lives for the better. The amount of chaos this misguided world possesses comes from the lack of love given and/or received. The four lettered word 'love' is the exact potion to help heal wounds and open scars. Why not be a part of that movement?! My name, Ghadir, means sound of the stream that leads to a river. I believe it fits me well, because I want to be the voice (sound) of love (the stream) that leads to masses of people (the river).This journey will also give Janelle and Jacob (my children) the true meaning of love. I want to instill the important factors of life in them leading by example. My heart and soul are prepared to hold your hands. Let us create the chain of warriors (strong, wise, and humble), instead of the chains created by politics and religion shackling us mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually every day generation upon generation. Words are very powerful; therefore, please allow mine to speak volumes to your souls!

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